Halysaah Page 42 By Khaleesat Haydar

Ko minti uku Abdul bai yi da fara taɓa ta ba Khaleesat taga ya koma gefe lkci daya, da sauri ta mike tana komawa baya har sannan bata dena kukan da take tana basa hakuri ba cikin rikicewa, after some seconds ya juya ya kalleta da rinannun idonsa, suna hada ido ta kara rikicewa muryarta na rawa cikin kuka take cewa “Don girman Allah kayi hakuri, i am begging you please kayi hakuri” Ya jefa mata wani kallo ya mike kamar zai tashi sama ya nufi kofa ya fice daga dakin, ganin hakan tayi kamar a mafarki ta kasa ko kwakkwaran motsi, kamar ance ta sauke kanta taga jinin da ya ɓata farin zanin gadon da take kai, ta dinga komawa baya a hankali tana kallon jinin babu ko kiftawa zuciyarta na bugawa at the same time, and she realize daga jikinta yake fita, lokaci daya ta tuna rabonta da period tun a Maryland almost a month and some days, from nowhere taji relieve ya zo mata, ta jingina da jikin gadon hawaye masu zafi na sauka idonta, tafi minti biyar a hakan ganin zata ci gaba da soiling zanin gadon ta sauka ta dau hijab dinta ta rungume, har sannan jikinta bai daina rawa ba, tana ta tsaye a dakin tana tunanin yanda zata yi, ta kalli kafarta jin period din yana gangaro mata, ajiye hijab dinta tayi ta shiga bandakin da ke cikin dakin, after few minutes ta fito ta dau hijab dinta ta saka, tana kallon zanin gadon da ya baci ta fara ƙoƙarin cirewa a hankali har ta cire gaba daya, bude kofar dakin taji anyi ta mike tsaye da sauri zuciyarta na bugawa tana kallonsa, ya wani harareta yace “What are you using that for?” Bakinta na rawa tace “A’a wankesa zan yi ne” Yace “Ajiye bana so, zo ki fitar min a daki” Ta sunkuyar da kanta babu musu ta ajiye zanin gadon a gefen gado ta nufi kofa a tsorace kamar munafuka, amma ta kasa bin gefensa ta fita daga dakin saboda fargaba, gashi he is blocking the way, ta fi 30 seconds tsaye zuciyarta na bugawa ta kasa fita, shi dai kallonta kawai yake babu yabo babu fallasa, da kyar tace “Zan wuce” Ganin kallon da yake mata bata sake cewa komai ba haka nan ta raɓa ta gefensa ta fita daga dakin, kallon inda ta tsaya yake don nan din ma dai sai da tayi staining dinsa da jini, ita dai tuni har ta shige dakin da aka fara ajiyeta ta tafi bandaki da sauri tana jin maranta na kullewa, ita da ko ciwon mara bata yi sai dai wani lkcn tayi ciwon baya ko kafafuwanta su rike shi ma kawai na ‘yan awanni ne, ta samu dai ta wanke jikinta ta fito tana dukawa sbda ciwon da take ji a mara, a haka ta bude closet din da ya nuna mata tana duba ko zata ga pad, amma taga babu alamarsa, ta fara tunanin yanda zata yi gashi tana jin alamar saukan period din nata a jikinta, ita ko da kyalle ne idan ta samu zata iya manage da shi, amma duk dube dubenta bata ga alamar akwai kyalle ko dankwali a closet din ba, duk kananun kaya ne, she was so confuse and in pain at the same time, ta rasa yanda zata yi, sai da tayi sahu ya fi a kirga zuwa bandaki ta wanke jikinta ta sake fitowa, kuma a haka ba heavy flow take ba a ranan farko, ko zama ta kasa yi ciwon mara ya addabeta, hawaye ya fara sauka idonta ta karasa kusa da gadon dakin ta durkusa ta daura kanta saman gadon ta lumshe ido trying to endure the pain she is feeling, tafi 20 mins a haka taji budewar kofar dakin, da sauri ta dago kanta daga gefen gadon har sannan tana duke, ta kallesa gabanta na faduwa, ya shigo dakin ya ajiye ledan hannunsa yana mata kallon sama har kasa a takaice yace “Me ye ma’anar hakan?” Muryarta na rawa tace “I am having cramps” Yace “Yaushe kika fara cramps? Is this also among ur lies?” Ta sunkuyar da kanta wasu sabbin hawayen na sauka idonta, yace “Bazan sake fita gidan nan da daddaren nan ba saboda ke, after all mate din ki ne ke enduring labor pain” Ita dai bata ce masa komai ba har ya fita daga dakin, sai a sannan ta dago kanta with tears rolling down her face, ta kalli ledan da ya ajiye, rarrafawa tayi zuwa gun ledan ta bude taga Sanitary pad ne, daya ledan kuma abinci ne da ya siyo mata a eatry da bottle water, ta daure ta mike tsaye da kyar bayan ta cire pad daya ta bude closet ta dau sabon underwear dake ciki ta tafi bandaki, bayan ta gyara jikinta ta wanke hijab dinta da yayi staining a bandakin sannan ta fito, rigan bacci wanda ya ɗan fi sauran mutunci ta dauka ta saka, ya saukar mata har kusa da gwiwa, kasa cin abincin da ya siyo mata tayi, haka nan ta bude ruwan goran ta sha sannan ta dau pillow ta ajiye a kasan dakin ta dau duvet din saman gado ta kwanta tana jin ciwon cikinta na tsananta, ita rabonta da ciwon mara tun ranan farko da ta fara period, haka nan hawaye yayi ta zuba idonta, har ta samu bacci ya dauketa taji budewar kofa, taki bude idonta tayi lamo a inda take bugun zuciyarta na tsananta, ya zagayo har inda take ya duka gabanta, hannu ya kai forehead dinta hakan yasa ta bude ido da sauri, magani ya mika mata da ruwa a hannunsa ta sauke idonta sannan ta daure ta mike zaune ta amshi maganin da ruwan hannunsa ta sha, ajiye sauran ruwan tayi a gefenta har sannan ta kasa kallon idonsa, taji yace “Meye da gadon da baki hau ba?” Kai kawai ta girgiza masa yace “Get on the bed now” Tashi tayi ta koma gefen gadon ta zauna, kana ganinta kasan a tsorace take, ya dau pillow da duvet din ya ajiye mata saman gadon, kwanciya tayi ta lulluba da duvet din ta kulle idonta, tana ji ya fita ya kullo mata dakin, ta bude idonta da sauri taga ya kashe mata wutan dakin, hawaye taji na gangarowa ta gefen idonta, gradually taji ciwon maran ya fara subsiding after almost an hour of taking the drug he gave her, daga nan kuma bata san sanda bacci me nauyi ya dauketa ba, wajen karfe ukun asuba yunwa ta farkar da ita, ta mike zaune tana bin dakin da kallo har wani rawa jikinta yake saboda yunwa don rabonta da abinci tun shekaranjiya ga kuma maganin da ta sha babu komai a cikinta, zamowa tayi daga kan gadon tana laluba ledan abincin da ya kawo mata taga ya dauke, rasa yanda zata yi tayi, tana ta zaune a haka kawai taji ya bude kofar dakin hannunsa rike da wayarsa da ya kunna fitila, shigowansa na uku kenan zuwa dakin amma duk bata sani ba tana bacci, haskata yayi da wayarsa ya karaso cikin dakin ya kunna switch din fitila, ita dai ta sunkuyar da kanta kamar munafuka tana jin zuciyarta na throbbing, yace “Me kike yi a nan?” Sai a sannan ta daga kai da kyar ta marairaice amma bata ce komai ba, ya daure fuska yace “Nace me kike yi a nan?” Da kyar tace “I am hungry” Yace “Me yasa baki ci abincin da na kawo maki jiya ba?” A hankali tace “Na kasa ci” Juyawa yayi ya fita daga dakin, ta lallaba ta koma saman gadon ta kwanta tayi lamo, after almost 10 mins sai gashi ya dawo dakin da abincin bayan yayi microwaving din mata, nan kan bedside drawer ya ajiye mata abincin da ruwan gora, bata jira yace mata komai ba ta mike zaune tana sunkuyar da kai kamar mara gaskiya ta kai hannu ta dau abincin, shi dai yana tsaye yana kallonta, a hankali ta fara cin abincin har sai da ta ci rabi sannan ta kallesa cike da karfin hali tace “Na koshi” Yace “Cinye sa” Bata masa musu ba ta ci gaba da cin abinci har sai da ta cinye, amma fa da kyar ta dinga turawa, ta ajiye plate din a saman beside drawer, juyawa yayi ya fice bayan ya kashe wutan dakin, Khaleesat ta koma ta kwanta tayi lamo kan pillow, ta ma rasa wani tunani zata yi at this point, ta goge hawayen da taji yana gangaro mata, ba ita ta koma bacci ba sai da aka yi sallan asuba. Wajen karfe bakwai na safe ta fito daga wanka daure da towel tana tafiya a hankali ta bude closet din dakin tana tunanin abinda zata saka, kana kallon fuskarta kasan tana cikin damuwa me tsanani, fargabanta yanxu idan ta gama period ya kenan? Ta ina zata fara nema ma kanta solution yanxu, what next? ta fashe da kuka a hankali tana jin kirjinta na mata zafi, ta jingina da closet din tayi kukanta me isanta tana tausayin rayuwarta, daga karshe ta goge hawayenta a sanyaye ta dau wata riga wanda har kasa ne amma it’s transparent, ajiyewa tayi gefen gado ta cire hair net din dake kanta tun shekaranjiya, tana tafiya a hankali ta karasa gaban madubin dakin, turarurruka iri iri ne da mayuka, da man kai, ta dau turaren jiki kadan ta shafa sannan ta shafa ma kanta man gashi don tana barin sa ya kara kwana daya a haka bata shafa mai ba duk tangling zai yi barin dama cukuikuyesa kawai tayi cikin Hair net din Aunty Farida, ita ma Aunty Farida haka gashinta yake, infact dukkansu har Umma da su Islam duk texture din gashinsu daya, tana cikin shafa ma gashinta oil aka bude kofar dakin, still tayi a inda take gabanta ya fara faduwa, taki yarda ta kalli direction dinsa, da kyar ta ajiye oil din hannunta ta dau Hair net zata mayar da gashinta ciki, taga ya amshe net din a hannunta ya juyo da ita yana kallonta, ta sunkuyar da kanta kirjinta na heaving shi dai kallonta kawai yake, short ne kadai jikinsa shi ma da alamar he just took his bath, ya jawota jikinsa ya daura goshinsa saman gashinta at the same time yana shafa dogon baƙin gashinta a hankalin, Khaleesat ta runtse ido zuciyarta na bugawa, murya can kasa taji yace “Why did u change ur mind abou me? It’s all my fault right?” Jin bata ce komai ba ya dago kanta yana kallonta, kawai jin bakinsa tayi a nata bayan ya lumshe idanuwansa, tsoron turje masa take yi don bata san me zai biyo baya ba idan tayi hakan, jikinta ya dinga rawa kamar me zazzabi hawaye na sauka idonta tana girgiza masa kai amma ta kasa cewa komai kar ya mareta kamar yanda ya saba, a haka ya ja ta zuwa saman gadon dakin yana sarrafata, he made sure he romanced her deeply to the extent that sai da ya birkice mata kamar ba shi ba, daga karshe kuma ya kyaleta kar ya kasa controlling kansa gashi tana period, amma fa sosai ya iya kai zuciyarsa nesa kafin ya kyaleta ya koma can edge din gadon yayi rub da ciki tare da lumshe idonsa, everything about Khaleesat is just perfect for a Man, laushin jikinta kadai ya isa ya kara gigita mutum, Khaleesat ta koma daya side din gadon a hankali take kukan takaici faduwar gabanta ya tsananta, juyawa yayi ya kalleta after some minutes yaga yanda dogon gashinta ya rufe duk fuskarta tana kuka, sai kuma ta zamo a hankali daga saman gadon ta kife kanta da jikin gadon tana shessheka, ji tayi ya dafata ta juyo a firgice tana komawa baya don bata san sanda ya zagayo ba, ya sa hannu biyu ya maida duk gashinta zuwa gefen fuskarta yana kallonta, tuni ta daina kukan da take saboda tsoro, ta sunkuyar da kanta kirjinta na heaving, jawota yayi jikinsa ya rungumeta ya lumshe ido, ita dai tayi tsit tsabar firgici, a haka ta dinga jin bugun zuciyarsa tana jikinsa, they were like that for 3 mins daga karshe taga ya mike a hankali ya fita daga dakin ta bi sa da kallo tana share sabbin hawayen dake sauko mata a fuska, throughout ranan haka Khaleesat tayi ta zama a daki sai dai ya kawo mata abinci, da ta tuno abubuwan da Abdul yayi mata daxu sai ta firgita, sai ya zama kamar tana hallucinating ne, hakan ya dinga sa mata ciwon kai taji kamar zazzabi zai rufeta, saura kadan panic attack ya kamata a dakin banda Allah ya takaita mata, gaba daya yanxu tunanin menene makomar rayuwarta take, shikenan haka zata hakura tayi zaman aure da Abdul ta ci gaba da shanye duk bakin cikin da zai kunsa mata a zaman aurensu bata da me tsaya mata tunda shi din mijinta ne? Did she even have a way out with the way things turn out to be all of a sudden? Is this going to be the beginning of a new era a rayuwarta? Shikenan irin rabuwar da zata yi da su Housemate dinta kenan? Kilan ma ba lallai ta sake ganinsu ba a rayuwarta? Shikenan haka Abdul zai ci gaba da caging dinta a gidansa ga threatening din kashe mata siblings da yayi idan taki zama da shi? Duk wa ennan tunanin suka sa ta dinga kuka tana tausayin sabuwar rayuwar da take kokarin fadawa, don tasan Abdul na gane ta gama period bazai daga mata kafa ba and that is the end of her, kuma shikenan dole ta zauna tayi zaman aure da shi ko da yankan naman jikinta zai dinga yi kuwa don azabtarwa, tunda Ummanta ta haifeta tana jin bata taɓa shiga irin wannan tashin hankalin da take ciki ba a wannan lokacin, tana jin alamar zai shigo dakin take goge fuskarta ta langwabe a zuwan ciwon ciki take…. Cikin wannan yanayin Khaleesat tayi kwana uku a gidan tare da Abdul, a wannan kwanaki ukun kuwa duk da halin da take ciki a haka yake sakawa taje tayi masu girki a kitchen wai shi baya son abincin restaurant, Khaleesat bata taɓa fatan kar period dinta ya dauke ba kamar irin wannan lokacin, she wish she will keep on flowing continuously like the woman with the issue of blood amma tasan dole ya dauke nan da kwana biyu don bata wuce 5 days in tana period, sosai hankalinta ke kara tashi idan ta tuna hakan, yau tunda gari ya waye tayi wanka ta saka pad take kwance kan gado saboda azababben ciwon kan da take, all these pass days bata wani samun baccin kirki da daddare tsabar damuwar da ta saka ma kanta da tunane tunane, daga karshe dai haka ta daure ta fita zuwa kitchen da kyar don dora breakfast kafin ya fito daga dakinsa kamar yanda yayi mata umarni 2 days back, tana fita parlor ta leka compound din gidan taga babu motarsa alamar ya fita, ta murda kofar parlon taji a kulle kamar yanda tayi tunani, Zaunawa tayi kan kujera ta dafe kanta hawaye masu zafi na zuba idonta, after a while ta mike tana shesshekan kuka ta wuce kitchen din, tana cikin hada breakfast taji alamar shigowar motarsa gidan, after a while aka bude kofar parlon, ƙasa kunne tayi jin kamar muryar mace take ji a parlor, can kuma taji tsit, ita dai ta ci gaba da abinda take yi jiki babu kuzari har ta gama ta tsaftace kitchen din sannan ta juya zata fito ta kusa cin karo da wata mace in her late 30’s zata shigo kitchen din, daga sama har kasa matar dake tsaye kofar kitchen din take mata wani irin kallo da za a iya kira da kallon kaskanci, ita dai Khaleesat tunda ta kalleta sau daya ta sunkuyar da kanta ita kanta bata san sanda ta gaisheta ba don duk ta rude gashi kuma taga suna kama da Abdul duk da bai taɓa nuna mata wani nasa ko da a hoto ba, a walakance matar tace “Da ban kwana ba zaki gan ni munafukar Allah, Er gidan matsiyata ma ci amana…. A gidan ubanki kika san ni da zaki gaisheni?” Sai a sannan Khaleesat ta sake daga kai tana kallonta da mamaki cause kalmomin matar kawai a bazata suka zo mata, bata san sanda tace “Ki zageni amma banda iyayena….” Bude baki Meema tayi da mamaki tana kallonta ganin guts dinta, kafin tace komai Khaleesat ta bi gefenta zata fice daga kitchen din wanda saura kiris ta bangajeta wajen fitan, cikin zafin nama da bacin rai Meema ta fincikota ta dawo da ita gabanta sannan ta sauke mata wani wawan mari ta shakota tana kokarin kai ta kasa ta nakadi banza, Khaleesat ta kwala wani kara, dai dai isowan Abdul wajen, lkci daya yanayinsa ya canza don a kan idonsa yayar tasa ta sauke ma Khaleesat mari sannan ta shakota tana kokarin dukanta, cikin daga murya yace “Zo ki fita ki bar min gidana Amina, how dare you? Me tayi maki zaki mareta haka? Baki da hankali ne? Get out of my house pls, fita ki bani waje” Sake baki Meema tayi tana kallonsa babu ko kiftawa, cikin zafin nama ya tafi ya bude kofar parlon kirjinsa na sama da kasa yace “Ki fita nace Amina kar in rama mata” Cikin karfin hali Meema ta dafe kirjinta da hannu daya tace “Abdallah ni kake cewa in fita a gidanka?” Ya jefar da wayar hannunsa yana huci ya nufeta kamar zai kai mata duka cikin daga murya yace “Na ce ki fita din ko gidanki ne? Get out of this house before i loose my control Amina, gerrout” Ita dai Khaleesat makalewa tayi jikin kofa jikinta na rawa, sum sum sum Meemah ta karasa ta dau handbag da karamin travelling bag dinta don dama daga airport yaje ya daukota saukanta garin kenan, ta nufi kofar fita parlon sannan ta juya tana kallonsa da mamaki tace “Abdallah ni kake daga ma murya kake cewa in fita in bar gidanka akan wancan matsiyaciyar? Har kake ikirarin zaka kai min hannu? Ni din Abdallah?” Da karfi yace “Duk nayi, fitaa ki bar min gidana malama” Fita tayi daga parlon ya bi bayanta kamar zai tashi sama ya tafi ya bude mata gate din gidan, ta fita yayi banging gate dinsa ya kulle, har ya dawo parlon Khaleesat na makale jikin kofa ita tsabar yanda ta tsorata ma ko digon hawayen marin da Meemah tayi mata babu a idonta, ya karasa kitchen din yana kallonta, sunkuyar da kanta tayi, sai a sannan taji hawaye ya fara zuba idonta.*Sorry for keeping u waiting**Halysaah is 500 via 3276052019 fcmb Hauwa Bello Jiddah and u send ur evidence of payment 07087865788 👈🏻, it’s better ki ji tsoron Allah ki sauke nauyi kiyi karatunki cikin kwanciyar hankali don littafin na kudi ne, in kika karanta with no payment i owe you 500*_Assalamu Alaikum yan mata da matan Oga ina me maku albishir da cewa Han-Ash skin beauty ta zo maku da kayan gyaran jiki iri iri wanda zai mayar da fatarki kamar Madara ta yanda duk inda kika shiga sai an kalleki, ki sai mayukan da zesa fatar ki tayi kyau, muna kuma maraba da siyan daya ko sari, i am assuring you that duk wani product dinmu is tested and trusted, ga kuma arha, for more information contact Han Ash via +234 803 810 3096_